piratefiction Chapter 140 Broken
Chapter 140 Broken
Two o'clock in the morning.
Su Xingruo slowly woke up from the pillow.
She glanced at Xie Chun, who was sleeping beside her, and took out her phone to confirm the time.
After several hours of madness, her fiery emotions gradually cooled down.
Neon lights flashed outside the window.
Su Xingruo grabbed the edge of the bed and gently got out of bed, put on the nightgown placed on the bedside, and slowly came to the living room.
The lights in Lucheng are bright at night, giving it a hazy beauty.
Getting along with Xie Chun was like a dream in her heart, they liked each other, confided in each other, and accommodated each other.
She could feel that when she was with the other person, her heart was pounding and her brain was dizzy.
Xie Chun, from his stern refusal in the past, is now very serious about being nice to her, will accompany her to do what she wants to do, and will also help her solve problems.
Logically speaking, this should be the result she wants...
Su Xingruo was sitting on the sofa, gently stroking her tender white calves. Her enviable figure was exposed, but her expression was full of confusion.
Although we are already together with each other, why do we feel a sense of emptiness in our hearts now, as if we are a little boring again.
Just like when she was a child, she wanted a precious doll, but when she saved up enough pocket money to buy it back, she finally found out...
It seems like that?
After getting together, it seemed different from what she had imagined. She thought it would be endless sweetness, but what really fell on her was more pressure.
The future between the two...?
In the first place, why did I have such a passionate crush on him?
Su Xingruo sat silently on the sofa, shook his head to throw away those strange thoughts, took out his cell phone and planned to talk to Jiang Jinhua, but after talking for a while, he didn't wait for the other party's reply.
Yes, she should be sleeping at this time.
Su Xingruo rubbed his face, lay back on the bed, and thought about it.
She suffered from insomnia for the first time in a long time.
............
The next day.
Xie Chun woke up on time at seven o'clock in the morning, and Su Xingruo was still sleeping in his arms beside him.
His movement to get up woke him up, and Su Xingruo's voice was sweet and soft:
"Let me sleep for a little while longer..."
"Okay." Xie Chun gently rubbed her hair, pulled out her arm, and asked as usual: "Do you need a good morning kiss?"
Su Xingruo was stunned for a moment, then nodded habitually: "Yes."
The confusion and hesitation that flashed in her eyes was accurately captured by Xie Chun, but he said nothing, his eyes were still full of tenderness, and he kissed her gently on the forehead.
It's just that this time Su Xingruo didn't look into his eyes and take the initiative to kiss him like before. Instead, she fell on the bed and closed her eyes again to catch up on her sleep.
After briefly washing up, Xie Chun bought steamed buns and porridge downstairs and came back. He sat down at the dining table, took out his mobile phone and clicked on Station B to take the English class for the third grade of elementary school.
I really need to start making up lessons internally. It’s hard to make up for it even if I completely forget the basics.
"How are you?"
"I'm fine, thank you, and you?"
...
"Thank you, brother, good morning." Jiang Jinhua raised her hand to say hello.
Xie Chun looked at the screen without raising his head: "Good morning."
Jiang Jinhua finished washing and sat at the dining table. Listening to the English on her phone, she asked curiously: "Are you going to go to preschool education?"
"Just take it as such." He didn't want to explain this too much.
"Xingruo doesn't have breakfast?"
"She needs to sleep a little longer."
"Oh." Jiang Jinhua looked at the messages from Su Xingruo on her phone and said tentatively:
"Is there finally a conflict between you two?"
"The conflict is always there."
He glanced at Jiang Jinhua with a half-smile, as if he had something to say.
"I've talked to you before. She is afraid of being loved and afraid of the future." Xie Chun drank her porridge and continued:
"Compared to normal love, ambiguity is what she wants. When she finds out that two people can't go on with ambiguity alone and need to share responsibilities with each other, she will naturally panic."
"After all, her parents in her original family are unhappy, so she can't bear the responsibility of love."
"So that's it..." Jiang Jinhua nodded in seeming understanding.
Xie Chun bent his index finger and hit her head hard:
"Still pretending, do you think I'm stupid? Didn't you specifically mention the engagement in front of her yesterday just to deepen her sense of responsibility?"
It was precisely because he heard it that he didn't put pressure on Su Xingruo yesterday and just made fun of it.
Jiang Jinhua must have no good intentions and just want to see him having fun.
"I'll just give it a try. Who would have thought it would be so fast?" Jiang Jinhua stuck out her tongue:
"Brother Xie, you won't be angry, will you?"
"That's not true. Even if you don't say this, it won't change anything. It's just a matter of a few days sooner or later."
What Jiang Jinhua did was to clarify things that required Su Xingruo to figure out for herself for a few days. It wasn't really a problem, and he didn't have a problem with her.
Xie Chun stretched out, turned on the 1.5x speed for the video on his phone, and then said:
"Likes and excitement are things brought about by hormones. It is normal for them to become blank and empty as time fades away."
"And it's not that fast. It should be a few days later. Anyway, I still want to thank her for letting me spend this short period of fun."
Jiang Jinhua was stunned and said, "Aren't you sad?"
"What's so sad about something that was expected?" Xie Chun asked back and chuckled:
"It's not like I can't live without or missing anyone. It's just a matter of finding a new place and moving on my own. I'm used to it."
"The future will be the same as before. If you have any difficulties that cannot be solved, just ask. This matter will not affect our relationship."
The day he confirmed his relationship with Su Xingruo, he was only moved by her enthusiasm. Even though he knew that there was hell ahead, he still agreed.
After all, there was still a little bit of luck in his heart at that time. What if what he thought was wrong? What if the mental model he built was wrong?
Facts have proved that all these years of psychology training have been in vain. He understands these people as well as himself, and there are almost no mistakes in judgment.
Originally, according to his prediction, the two of them should have parted ways long ago, almost a week or two after confirming their relationship, but they were dragged into the secret realm until now.
But it was almost the same. After a few days, the relationship between the two returned to what it was before.
It doesn't matter if you eat and drink when you should, and it doesn't matter if you have less contact.
However, Jiang Jinhua couldn't accept it. After chatting with Xie Chun in the past, she knew that her best friend's character flaws would definitely not last long with him.
At least she should have a chance after the two separate, right?
The result seems to be the same now as when I was in school?
She didn't expect that she wouldn't even have a spare tire.
Have to think of other ways.